A lil more bout me

I found out something more bout myself today. I look back. What i mean is, every single decision i've made, i'll look back. I'll go through it over and over again and think if i've done the right thing. It is a good habit. But. Not when it comes to rships. Sometimes things that had been decided should just be left as it is. Why make decisions if u're gonna change it anyways? Isn't it silly? Who's gonna have the last laugh at the end of the day?

I've made decisions. Decisions which i doubt. Then convince myself i should undo it. But. Is it right? I must have a reason for the decision i've made. Why doubt it? Yes..it may not have been right. But. It may not always be wrong. I should have known from the beginning.

The words 'always' 'forever' 'never' should not be used without first meaning it. It is only plain irresponsible. It hurts when the truth is known. So pls..think twice before using these few little words as the impact it may bring to one should never be underestimated.

Lesson #1 for myself. Stop looking back. A habit that i've subconsciously developed along the way and it's bout time to break it off.

Lesson #2: Stop hoping. This is one hard checklist to tick. I'm still trying *smile

Lesson #3: I will always, always find better. Positive. An example of how 'always' is put to good use *grin

I need to forget this chapter of life. Wait. I've learnt much from it actually. I should say..move on. Time waits for no man. Life jus keeps going even this very second u reading this. Why waste it? Only fools do. I can't be one. I won't be one. I'll start living. Again. It will be good.

P/S love me more..i'm gonna be needing more babes *smile

Listen

I'm gonna be needing more inspirational songs like this..

MUST watch!

LoL. This is so hillarious!

i'm so traumatised!

Omg..i've received an email from yen and inside was the gross-est thing i've ever seen!! I regretted seeing it cz it was so so so mind disturbing! I'm not gonna post it here but if anyone's interested to see it, i can forward it. Just drop me ur email add in the cbox *smile but my advice, see it only if u're absolutely sure u're not those who will dream of what u see which is extreme. Not a very good sight. It's past half hour and I can still see it, thanks to my photographic memory. Hope i dun dream of it tonite! *keeping my fingers crossed

Moving on..

New year's coming!! It's time to start all over again, fresh! Hehe. My new year's resolution is to be wiserhappierprettier *LoL* Hmm which reminds me...it's another celebration! That woman, Vicye is finally back from oz. So this time she's gonna be ard to scream countdown wit me! Hehe. Haven't confirm on any plans yet...but it doesn't matter right? It's whom we're next to that matters *grin. Well, will do update on what that comes up! An early happy new year to all of u!! Signing out...*mwamwamahhhh....!!

Me me me

I went on the Eye on Msia today! It was not anything like how i have expected. I repeat nothing! Well, i dun really expect it to be like the London Eye but at least make it more presentable. It's just not big enough...and it's suppose to be some tourist attraction for visit msia '07. As for a general comparison, a gondola of the London Eye sits 25-30 ppl and the one here? Only a shy 8 passengers. So now a rough..or should i say significant picture of how small it is? Ok. Enough said bout all that. Well..it did give me some nice memories. Cz it was everyone i know in the small but highly air-conditioned gondola. So it wasn't such a bad experience *smile

Anyways....

These few days had been a blur. Went out wit jia and then stayed over at her place 2 nights in a row *LoL* I wasn't feeling so good being alone....nights especially. It's like a big black ugly monster creeping in and mercilessly cast the ever bright and loving sun away *LoL* Good thing Jia was there to keep me company (u too yen, u had been very supportive *smile) So i manage to stay in one piece till dis very second. Sigh. But i'm all alone now....guess i still can't run away from dealing with it myself. I pray and i pray things will turn ard. God loves me right? Hehe.

In order to distract meself...had been going out clubbing. Drink...dance it all out. It was fun=)

Night at poppy's

me jia yen

jW's bday...poppy's again

Random shots i just took..

Gosh..this photo uploading thing is so bloody time consuming!! Glad i'm done wit it. Finally! *LoL* Going to sleep now. Gdnight. Juicy kisses for everyone...*mwamwamwa

where's my beginner luck?

OMG. I've jus finally finished typing my very first post when it jus suddenly went missing after i click to publish. Sigh..not a very good start i suppose? Look left look right...wateva~ *LoL*

So...should i be introducing meself? (gosh, feel so new to this) Well...dun think so! U'll jus have to learn the bits and pieces of me along the way. For those who've known me for ages, u have already know what u should know..*smile

Nothing out of the ordinary happened today. It was pretty damn boring, actually. Which explains why i'm ere. Plus! the fact that i've got NO CAR makes it even more depressing. My ever careful bro had an accident and his lovely sis happen to be bumming ard as it's hols and decided to whisk off wit my car to his daily 9-5 job. Thank god, things will resume to normal by mon.

Today...not a good day. Tmr...better be a good one. It's gonna be fun-thrillingfabulousfantastic! Oopss....drama queen....Out! *wink*