It's been sooooo long since i last posted!! Too long!! *LoL* Well there are too much that happened so i don't think i could squeeze everything here. I'll mention a lil bit here and there in my next posts.
I woke up yesterday feeling absolutely lost. A sense of emptiness kicked in as well. Suddenly feel so disorientated and it's bout time to get things organized!! See, i've been bumming around for what seemed like ages. A crazy 4 months! I almost forgot how to use my brains! My plan for everyday is no plan. Wake up...stone for awhile...then i'll see how i feel on that day and do whatever that comes to mind.
It might seem like i was living in fantasy land. At least to some. Well it was great fun at first, after all the hectic never-ending deadlines i need to meet and long hours of studying for finals. But 4months...that's wayyy too long. I guess we need the right dose of everything. A healthy balance between what we should and what we want. So why do i say that? Am i crazy?
*just a hint of how bizarrely things got out of hand in my life is that i have not even allocated my classes since classes commenced, and that was...a week ago. Yes, had not attend a week long of classes...guilt guilt guilt
So yeaa! First things first, definitely get myself a timetable! Finally did it and i feel so much better already. Not so bad for sucha late allocation as usually u get very screwed up timetable since all the good hours are all taken. Got myself available on every mondays (lovely!), just a lecture (which i can easily skip cz it's marketing) on fridays, but! a pretty damn hectic day for thursdays (2 lectures and 2 tutes). Gosh!! No more clubbing on weds! Sigh. Oh well, guess it's for the better perhaps?
I was so sick for these past few days. Had a mild sorethroat at first actually but i didn't do anything bout it. Just putting anything into my mouth. So yeaa...got what it's as expected and became real sick. Fever, flu, sorethroat and cough. Thou so i didn't wanna see a doctor! Cz i believe the less time u see a doctor the stronger u build ur body immune system to become. But i had to when my dad called all the way from China to make sure i do see one. So yea...i did.
I went back to this doctor whom i go to when i was real young. When i got there i was asked by the desk lady the usual question whether it was my first time or a regular. So i told her it was a long long long time ago since i've been there and i believe my record is no longer there. But she insisted and i wrote down anyways. To my great surprise, she DID produce my registration card. The SAME exact one which was registered by my dad. On the piece of the old and slightly pale but still in a quite a good condition card considering the amount of years, is written 5 in the age column! That's like what, 16 yrs! Wow. I don't know how to describe how it feels. But it definitely made me smile..a lot *LoL*
Friday, I was feeling all the sympthoms u can think of when u're not well. Running nose, bodyache, feels cold even if it was just fan blowing at me and etc. I went clubbing. *LoL* What was a person not feeling anywhere near well doing in a club? I guess i was just pushing my body limit. See how far i can stretch it. But most of all, i can't bear to stay home on a friday night. There's just something about fridays. Like a magical feeling which makes u want to be out and having fun. Plus, how many more fridays can i be this young? So i'm just making full use of it. No harm in that i see.
Just about approaching kl, it began to drizzle. God was kind. He didn't make it rain. Thou so i didn't make much difference as the night was already cold enough for me. With the rain, what do u think? Those little raindrops felt like snow on the very sick me. So in the car, i had to take a pick. To walk in the club with just what i'm wearing, my tank top and 3quarter denim or to zip up wit a jacket.
And so i entered Atrium with my jacket. Felt so punk *LoL* It was never my style. I had to, can't risk putting myself in anymore pain. Took it off thou in the mid of dancing. Was getting all the body warmth i need and actually sweating. The songs they play in Atrium is awesome!! Real nice. Will definitely go there again when i'm better.
So today..i'm just gonna have a nice and quiet day. Slept a lot. Drank a lot of water. I'm healing. My body needs this. Now i'm just comfortably sitting on bed in an aircond room bout to watch a dvd. Sweeney Todd. I don't care how many bad reviews i've read and heard bout, i'm gonna sit through this. I have faith in it. Cz i like the whole setting of it. Gloomy, mysterious and the melody to the songs they sing...it's absolutely engaging! So yea. Let's wrap up my post for today. Till then!!
XoXo
