my life at 21

the guide to taking train lol

2008-09-05T11:30:00.019+08:00

Hey my lovely ladies!! I'm so sorry i have been slacking yea? But i promise to update=)) Jus gonna show u girls around hehe. It's like my journey from my place to the train station. Southbank to Flinders Street Station is bout 8 mins walk? Or sometimes 5 if i speedwalk? That happens when i am rushing like crazy to class and trying to catch the earliest train. SO hectic k!! Sometimes u can still see the train or even already at the door but when the train gotta go, it gotta go. But ANYWAYSS!

The big scary clock which tell me 'am i gonna make it to class today?'

Sorry for the blur images. It was cold and i was walking and so the pictures. Hoho.

Finally there!! The great big entrance to the station at the southbank exit. lol

Lesson #1: Find out where u should get ur ass to!

See that box with yellow lines at the top corner right? That's the screen which reads which platform to which trainline and the time and when it's leaving. Very scary whenever it shows 1 min or NOW cz it means running time!!

Lesson #2: Slot your tics and get it validated

The fine for not validating is 162AUD in total! It's kinda scary wan k. There will be inspectors and sometimes normal-clothes inspector coming up to you and ask to produce tic. No tic, ull get fined. No worries. I'm a good girl here. No fines for me - yet! Lol.

Lesson#3: Once u know which platform to go, GO!

Now u all know how to take the train. Hoho. Next, to the Swanston street! That's the busiest street here cz it's the main one. Like our Jalan Pudu kinda thing.

It was raining that day..so awfully cold. Btw, that's Elizabeth street in front. The direction where the car's going is the Flinders Street. So to get to Swanston i gotta take a right turn walk till i get to the corner of Flinders and Swanston and turn left.

See the end of the stretch of building? That's where i turn left to Swanston.

Introducing......my finance minister!!

Now on Swanston. Usually it's much busier. Not that day cz it was raining like a bitch.

Supre!! My shopping haven. Lol. Not really actually. U'll get a lot of 'chi muiz' when u buy clothes from supre and wear it to clubs. Scarrryy...

That's the mall QV. Usually go there for grocery shopping in Safeway and Big W. Oh and max brenner too! I'm thinking of the belgian waffle now..so yum k!! The person gave me so much chocolate i'm drooling now..when u girls get here ill bring u there ya! Extra choc plz! Lol

Some strip show for u? Next to an icecream store? So weirdd...

Yupp! That's bout it. I'll post more soon yea?

Oh JiaJia, i jus finished a 3000 words essay yest night!! Was so tiring k! Cz i started in the day with bout 800 words and then went for dinner with this friend, Jonathan. Will show u next time. Came back home at bout 12 then start doing work again. I was kinda tipsy cz we had wine! I was in that kinda state where blood pumping everywhere and can drop to bed and sleep straight. Basically need to slap myself awake. But miraculously i manage to sober up as i was doing my work and completed it. Well...i didn't write 3000 words actually but 2500+ words. Aih. But it's okay wan k! Cz lotsa ppl do that as well! And kelkel! How are u?? Haven't spoken to u and i wanna hear more updates! Will online again soon and we'll catch up yea? BUT ! at the mean time plz behave and dont do anything naughty k! Love u girls..mwamwamwa!!=)))

a lil update for u..=)

2008-08-23T15:50:00.002+08:00

JiaJia! I'll be working tonight! For my very first time...feel funny right now. Kinda nervous cz afraid i can't do it lol. Anyways will tell u wat happened k? MWA

AND I LOVE U LIKE F*** TOO!

2008-08-20T20:27:00.003+08:00

LIMJIAWEI! U made me close to tears ok!! How dare u...sob

I have not forgotten bout u one bit..and i was so surprised to see pictures of us so suddenly in ur blog. Thought u would have forgotten me too:(

Life here is new, it's different, it's all crazy but i often thought how it would be like wit u around. U have no idea the transportation here is like k! Lotsa walking running walking running. So many times i had to walk distance that's equivalent to walking from the start to the end of mid valley TWICE! And so many times i had to run and run to the point where i want to give up so bad but can't cz else i'll miss the train and thus class. How i wish u were here to experience all this wit me...and not forgetting kel too k!

And i did think about what i said before i left. Blogging everyday and all to keep u updated and i am so sorry i haven't been keeping to my promises. I felt so bad thinking bout it and i SWEAR i did think of doing exactly that real soon! Jus that u mentioned it before i get to do it and yes great mind thinks alike yea? Hehe.

Woman, u said u wanna go gym all when i'm gone wit my bro? Did u really do it? Make sure ah..cz i wanna go back seeing u all tanned and sexy! Not like u're not now but then i won't have to listen to u complaining bout ur 'imperfections'! Hohoho!

I've a presentation tmr to do which is 16% (which i have yet to begin on sigh) but i'm still writing u this post! not much point in mentioning this actually but jus wanna let u know that u are still very much loved k! But now i really have to go cz else i'll be standing in front of the class wide eyed and mouth open.

I promise u things will change to better. U'll be reading so much of posts u'll regret asking me to! Hoho!

And i end this post by saying no more than,

LIMJIAWEI I LOVE U STILL THOU U CAN BE JUS A LIL TOO NAUGHTYBITCHYNOISYKINKY&MAKINGMEACRYBABY! Hehe!

XOXO

big fat BAD news

2008-08-04T12:17:00.003+08:00

OMG...i've gained so much weight!!

How??

I can't even find a decent pic to post. Super wtf. Nvm. I'll do a quick diet! No more eating! Must gambatte!!

Okay la..maybe not that much? But i'll let u guys judge. Soon Soon.

belly piercing, here i come!

2008-07-20T10:44:00.008+08:00

After much much much and i mean seriously much of consideration. I have decided to get my belly pierced! Woohoo! Special thanks to vicca and vicye who's got great persuasion skill helped my decision making duration shorter. Hohoho.

I was scared.nervous.anxious.excited.anything-u-can-think-of as i was bout doing it. We were suppose to do it the day before but jus when i've cooked up all the courage i could get to finally say yes to doing it the shop was closed. WTF! Actually the shop wasn't but the piercer has decided to end the piercing session for the day. Back in msia even after the metal roller is pulled down they still say 'come come still open still open'. Here? They feel that money stinks. So yeala. Have to wait till the next day. The prices varies like crazy here k! Asked a salon in this mall in the suburb (u know, sunshine) it was like 35AUD but in the city it was 60AUD! Almost double the price! So the next day i got up super inspired to do it. Die Die also wanna do it. So i did it in this place (cz sunshine to far for words) Off Ya Tree on swanston instead cz they are known for doing piercing. It cost me a bigfatbomb of 70AUD! So yealaa. I got it done ppl!! Let's check it out! Muahaha!

And now that i have got it done. I LOVED it! Should have got it done earlier!

Oh well. I'm 21 and i'm gonna live my life.

gangster surfaced..muahaha

2008-07-17T22:17:00.010+08:00

I wanna give a shout out to those who drives....'APPRECIATE TRAVELLING BY CAR!'

It's a tram tram life for me now ppl!

BTW...vicye's bf is a chef! Lovely lovely porkchop rice he cooked for us. Yum..

Another k-session. Woopss! 30AUD jus went down the drain again...

Di Di Da Du Du

2008-07-15T18:18:00.022+08:00

It's already like what my third week here already? Getting used to life here, the weather especially! No come to think of it, i can't get used to the bloody wind still. It's the kinda chill that goes down my spine. Hunching a lot lately cz trying to keep warm till now i've got like muscle ache on my shoulder. So that day with vicye's determination me, vicye and her bf(joseph aka seng) went for some traditional massage in this chinese guy's house. It was in the suburb so it was damn cold! Way much colder than in the city where there are tall buildings everywhere to block the wind.

ANYWAYS! The massage was great! But the price is not so as it's so much more expensive than in msia! AUD1 or 1 minute. Good money huh? But this guy was reaaaaaal nice! We asked for 20 mins but he gave 30 mins but charge us AUD20 only! Thanks to jo who knows the masseur and we got special treatment for that! Woohoo!

Melbourne is like a rectangular city. Very organized. Too organized that i'm soon getting bored of it. It's the same everywhere! And there's nothing much to do here except eat sleep drink club shop. Love the shopping part and shaky on the eating cz i dont wanna become a different me when i come back! SO easy to gain weight here i tell u cz nothing much to do except like i said eat drink sleep. Tell me HOW TO NOT GAIN WEIGHT?? But i'm trying real hard to stay away! Still doing okay at it. Muahahaha pray pray pray this lasts...

VICYE! my new camwhore partner. Hoho. Actually havent been taking lotsa pics here cz it's so cold! I'm lazy to take the camera out preferring to have my hands stay warm in the comfort of my pockets. Hoho. Oh and we went for karaoke the other day. Again, so much more expensive here! In msia pay RM12 (student price) but here is AUD40! Then again we went to one of the expensive ones, Chi karaoke lounge cz couldnt get rooms elsewhere so forced to go there. Usually it's bout AUD20-30+. JIAJIA! miss k-ing and duet-ing wit u...

Mae...why don't u put higher like take our scalp only?? Sorry la ve...hohoho

lovebirds..

We were at this suburb called Sunshine which takes like 45 mins by tram from Elizabeth St jus to shop in this mall called High Point. The other day me and vicye decided to be adventurous and take a trip down to some place where we dun even know where it is. And vicye's bro was tricked into going wit us, pity him jus got off the plane at 6 morning and was dragged to nowhere land wit us. Thank god we got the tram driver to announce when we've reached else we wouldn't know when to get off. Finally we were stopped at this very dodgy place known as sunshine and we didnt even know where the mall is to begin with! Asked some passerby and we had to basically run to the mall cz it was raining and the wind was blowing like a mother! Was laughing so hard cz we didnt know exactly where we were running to, was jus told to walk straight on and we'll see it. It was dem sneaky la the location, like some blind spot. All the laughing and running and trying to breathe at the same time was craaaaazzy! Can hardly breathe actually. Hoho. It was the only mall which closes at 9pm but only on a thursday. That explains why we were there plus the things were cheap. But we only managed to reach there at 8.30. So quite sad la reach there everything closing. AND we vowed to go there again, but much much earlier so we can shop. SADLY! Our effort faileddddd. Said to reach there by 1 plus but end up 5 when it closes at 5.30 on normal days. VERY SAD K! Actually thanks to our poor time management laaa. No JIAJIA to make us efficient leaders!! Hohoho.

*no fire

*jus a bit of fire *HOLY SHIT!!

vicye: later when the fire comes out in full very warm wan

me: yameh...(very doubtful)

fire came on...

me: .....(speechless)

YEN!! Spot IT time!! Looks familiar??

I was chased by a paparazi!! Run run run!

Hiding in PekoPeko. Lol. Lunch la!

Vicye's fav line 'yum ryte?'. Yes...very yum vicye.

MwaHugsMwa

my very FIRST week in Melbourne

2008-07-09T15:20:00.060+08:00

In the plane...

The bloody journey from the entrance to my seat takes like 15 mins when it should take like less than 5 mins? There were so many ppl putting their hand carry luggage into the cabin and some was like taking their own sweet time while i stand there waiting. Can't blame them laa cz some inconsiderate ppl simply put their luggage and makes it so hard to fit everything in. But it was dem sad for me la! With my two bags i was like struggling to not hit the ppl sitting wit my over-sized bag. SO yea...15 mins of taking few steps wait take few steps wait.

Once i reach my seat i dozed off almost immediately. I was so tired! I've to say the video facilities they have is AWESOME! They have like soooooo many movies, pretty new all of them. And they've got like series and a wide range of albums that u can choose from for audio. But i didn't manage to make much use of it as i slept for like 5 HOURS and only watched The Other Boleyn Girl for a bit before touching down at the Melbourne Airport.

Finally in MELBOURNE...!

It was so bloody cold! Actually it's okay without the wind but once the wind comes only...u'll freeze ur butt off! Plus it's like at the suburb where there's not much buildings so it's superbly cold. Then again, it might be cause i felt the huge difference from the crazy hot tropical country Malaysia. Watever la. Conclusion is, it was brain freezing cold.

We were 'collected' by Swee Fun and went back to her crib for shower and beauty sleep. She's sucha sweetie! The next day we had dim sum! Yum..! Apparently the service in chinese restaurants is really bad. The one we went was sort of like the best serviced one (but still not say very good, jus okay la~). Got a bit of a culture shock. The chinese ppl here treat other chinese really bad. Like there was this waitress who made a small mistake of jotting down the wrong table number on the order form and was thrown stuffs and shouted at. It's like wtf? So a piece of advice, NEVER work for chinese employers. They work u to death. Literally.

Day #1

That's our lovely host, Swee Fun! She showed us around and drove us everywhere (petrol price here is real expensive, it's bout Rm4+) so yea, that was real nice of her. After eating me and bro went to explore the city cz Swee had to go run some errand.

This is Melbourne Central! Kinda like the hub of the city, to me that is. The easiest place to get to and meet up cause it's in the middle of the city. Guess i'll be hanging out here like a lot. Hoho.

We were marking our territory..lol

Ooo....comes dinner time! We had korean bbq at Korean House! Yummy...

Phone rings. Vicye on the line..."wanna go for a drink in crowne?". And i replied "okay!".

Day #2

JiaJia, lemme show u the city! Hehe!

Levin if u're reading this, that's Ernst&Young for u! Hehe!

This is also the day i got my Gucci wallet..woohoo! Hehe!

Don't u find it sooo delicioussss?? Yum yum. But designer goods here are not portrayed as something luxurious. It's like the shop can be found randomly on the street and the shop next to it can be some shop selling chaplang stuffs. Not like how it is in Malaysia where all designer brands grouped together on one single floor or anything like that. And EVERYONE carries LV, Gucci, Prada etc like it's RM10. Quite crazy huh?

Then we went to have coffee and some dessert for tea break.

Later at night Swee brought us to this place to take pics...

Day #3

Breakfast at Picnic on Toorak Rd!

Everyone..this lovely place is Melbourne University. Very beautiful huh. I was pretty much in awe when i saw the place. Never knew it's this beautiful. It's old..but the whole place give u such a peaceful feeling thou it's cold like hell.

Later in the day at some Asian supermarket in QV...

Look what i found!! Jus change the 'a' to 'e' and i have my own brand! Mwahaha. I found so many food which i can find in Msia here! Feel so warm and at home. Hohoho. Dropped by to buy some groceries for dinner. We had steamboat at Swee's! Hehe. Hunted down a few of them even some random brands.

That's all for now! Update u soon!! I'm off to take a shower!

XOXO

my last few days in kl...

2008-07-04T22:12:00.063+08:00

Exam ends on the 23rd. Flying on the 28th. Too many things to do with too little time to spend. Shopping left right centre for melbourne. Life was sleeping at 6 in the morning and waking up by 12 noon for a consecutive 5 days (not to mention the crazy lifestyle from the exam period) No time to even sit and actually digest whatever that's going on!

Crazy crazy crazy! That's all i can say. Seriously.

I don't even know where to start. But well yea, aside from all the shopping there's the final family bonding session. Dad was trying his best to let me have a taste of everything before i go. From seafood to durian! Lol. Gosh...jus thinking of the durian now makes me drool. It was SO good! TOO good! So wanna fly back there jus to eat there. And JiaJia was there for me throughout the whole week! There to make sure i get every itsy bitsy thing done! I'm feeling so lost without u now...LOVE YOU SO MUCH GIRL AND I MISS U SOOO MUCH ALREADY! And i'm sry kel, didnt mean to not ask u out but everything was jus going crazy. I didn't even have time to sleep! So dont be angwee ya? When i come back i'll make it up to u k!

After eating we both smell like some walking durians. Hoho. Then off we went to sg wang to shop! Bla bla bla..all the walking trying and deciding got our legs so tired and stomach growling. Went to have chinese food in Crystal Jade La Mian Xiao Long Bao opposite sg wang for dinner. Yummy!

The next day daddy asked to meet him for lunch! Then very randomly we went for karaoke as well! Sigh...so long more till i can go sing k wit JiaJia again. In aus it's so expensive!! Well after conversion that is.

K laa...this pic bit d lame. But i was trying to capture every moment k! So bear wit me pretty please..

It was like 6 plus in the evening when we done and i still have to do my hair all the way in sri damansara! JiaJia flew car there and manage to make it in time cz to dye my hair it actually takes bout 4 hours! The Bianco's hairstylist was such darlings! They actually extended their working hours to do my hair! Yess...i was only done when it was close to midnight. So we treated them pizza for the hardwork and cz they were such good boys for not complaining!

Right after we rushed back home to get ready to go Velvet! Lol! It's like we had to compete wit time to get everything done in time. Thank god no accident or watsoever! Thanks to JiaJia's 'ahem' driving yea? Hehe.

The next day daddy decided to bring me out for shopping!! Got bit hungry and went for some yao char guay wit congee. It was excellent!!

Saturday..my last day in kl. Not last, last but last before i go. Aih. Watever. Went to pyramid to get some last min shopping like toothbrush, shampoo, bath foam, hand cream (the weather's gonna suck out the moisture of my body) and some other stuffs i cant rmb atm. Got treated for a pedicure by JiaJia! Hehe! And she also got me shades!! Dem touched! That woman can't stop paying for everything. So stress to fight wit her over who to pay, she even hid my wallet!! To the extreme! But i know i know...it's out of goodwill...so i really..really appreciate it! Oh oh! Met up wit yen before that. Havent seen her for months! Still looks pretty much the same. Good job girl!

Then it comes the last dinner i have wit my family. I've got my uncle's family and my aunt n daughter from sabah to join for dinner. My lil cousin boy, Jonathan was so cute!! He was like telling his mom saying he'll miss me. Cz they come by to my place every sat to have dinner so yea, now i'll be missing in action. Came over and gave me a hug. I almost melt.

the boy who hugged and made me melt..lol

Went back home and i didnt even sleep!! Was like doing last min packing and zen n jovi stopped by to bid their goodbyes. U guys were so sweet! Back at my crib where things was everywhere. They didnt even have place to sit! Poor darlings..

Then comes the time where it's time to finally pack and go. It was a funny feeling...I always picture how it would be like as i watched my brothers leave for studies years back. Now it's like my turn? Gosh time flies. I hate goodbyes. Not good at that..pretty damn lousy at it in fact. Leaving ppl whom i love and adore most in my life...

Flight's at 9.30. It was five mins to nine. Time to part. As i was walking to the departure gate. My eyes begin to feel heavy. I was pushing it back in. Looking around at them makes it harder to keep it in. Was doing pretty good at it actually till my mom started to tear. It was so heartbreaking...i let it out. Then i saw JiaJia, very clumsy wit her tears. And my dad...grandma...brother...don't u jus dread goodbyes? We all do i guess...but jus part and parcel of life. It was a moment which i'll remember for a long long long time...

p.s: JiaJia, tell u a secret. I almost teared in one of those karaoke session actually. But i know we would both end up crying till our eyes puff up. So yea. I should get an oscar for that? Hehe. Please take care of urself. I wanna come back doing all that we do before, still being us. Getting all too gay i know. Lol. Take care yea. Be good!! XOXO

this is gonna be jus a tad bit long

2008-06-18T11:53:00.037+08:00

Suddenly...one month had passed. Yes everyone, it's the exam month so me who's been slacking in my studies had to buck it up and work my ass off. But i'm now on a short break actually cz my next paper's only the 23rd, next mon so have time to do some blogging. How annoying...my third and last paper has an eleven days gap. Super wtf. Good also. Time to rejuvenate and restore my sanity. Hoho. So yealaa...did wat a girl do best. Shopping! muahaha. Can't believe i'm flying to oz so very soon. Finish paper on the 23rd and flying on the 29th. Uber sad. Stupid monash make us go super duper early for the registration on the July de 2nd. Says no excuses for late comers except of course for those who have some crazy emergencies like someone died or coma or some bizarre happenings. Else i would have ample of time to slowly savour the last few moments before i leave.

I'm leaving my home...my family...my other half, JiaJia wtf...my car.....my everything! for oz. But i'll be going for all the winter clothings i'll be wearing things that if u wear in msia will be sentenced to the heavy fine of defamation know laa...msians cant take anything more than a tshirt jeans and slippers. Oh Oh and the cold weather but heard that this time ard melbourne's got temperamental wit the weather. Quote "now melbourne very cold!! colder than usual...bring more clothes ah!!" From msia's hot like f*** weather to cold wind chilling temperature. So now must gambatte and stuff myself wit vit-c!! hoho. Else if i fall sick there, i will have to go first to the doctor to get the prescription then to the pharmacy to get my medicine. All this when i'm sick as a zombie. Wat kinda system is that! Yealaa...it's good cz we'll get like accurate presciption and maybe some follow-up on how we doing but doing catwalks when u're sick is not very fun k!

But hey! Now i'm still in here so let's get back on what's rockiiiinnng in msia wtf. SO! As i was saying..went for shopping yest in sg wang. Shopping takes time but shopping in sg wang reaaalllyyyy takes loooong time. Cz u know all the funky designs suddenly at the back of a pretty nice looking jeans, all the wrongspellings and de most weird words they come up wit, glitters at all the wrong places actually glitters will nvr be at the right places, clothes that only look okay on the hanger but once u put on is a waste of time and the list go on la ha. BUT! If u're very patient like me, who would really dig up to every last piece u will find something nice laa. Eventually. On average i spend like wat, 4 to 6 hours to get my stuffs? Then again sometimes i still go back empty handed. So yeaa we need some shopping luck and some master oagway's level of patience to shop in sg wang.

My perfect dress code for shopping. Tshirt, shorts and slippers. So little time so many clothes to try on. Easy to take off and put back on and plus we gotta keep everything comfy baby! hoho. So many selfportrait camwhore pics. It's like as thou i went there myself. But have to la since other random pics cannot make it swt. My legs still aching from yest but now im feeling hungry. JiaJia the sleepyhead still sleeping feel like jumping into her dream and scare her so she'll get up. So evil. hoho. Aihh...mon exam again. Have to study before that again. Burn midnight oil and sleep only handful of hours. So exam routine and so wanna get out of it. Why must we sit for exams. Why can't they give us options as to those who do not wish to take exams be exempted. WHY! *thinking cap on. Of courseeee.....we need to be tested on our intelligence. Or maybe to get those rich f***kers to continue getting richer when we fail our exams. THAT's right... OKay la. Getting all rubbish talk.

U know i've got so much to write so many pictures to post but that will take me the whole day i think. Like recently, i went to port dickson for my bday trip. A bday party at this very pretty condo turned to a getaway. Supposedly, an all expense paid exclusively by me to the girls for taking off few precious days of their lives to spend it away wit me but oh well i tried at least. But i'm kinda demotivated cz JiaJia has already posted them and my post will only be redundant. But nvm. I'll post jus a few to recap on that very memorable dayyy wtf...

End!! That's more than a few actually. hoho. Sry for jamming up ur pc cz it's sucha long post and guess it'll take awhile before all the pics are loaded. I have more to post but enough is enough. Hoho. Till then!!

XOXO

marley marley marley

2008-05-20T00:24:00.005+08:00

ohh ohhh!! i gotta show u how marley looks like now! still soooo cute! hehe. he only answers to marley marley marley and a tap on the side of ur thigh. else he doesnt respond. wonder if i call him marley cube he'll answer? hoho

insomniac me

2008-05-19T19:45:00.024+08:00

I finally finished my assignment!! ALAS! The last one! So super happyyyy. ALL assignments completed..muahahha. Feels like i'm going crazy cuz of all these due dates!! Super stress. All these stress are making me an insomniac. Can hardly get a decent sleep lately. I practically roll on the bed for hours before finally drifting off to sleep. I can roll till six in the morning. Birds were already up to catch worms. Super wtf.

I jus wanna be able to sleep again like normal! It's a skill that everyone has no? Jus close ur eyes and *tup* ure asleep. How can i lose that skill! I used to be so good at it! But i heard from my friend the other day that smarter ppl sleep less hours. So maybe i've gotten just a lil too smart this time yes? muahaha~

Last thurs was ghetto heaven night! Yess...we all know. Got all the girls to go. Hardly that's happening lately wit all the assignments and mid terms. I was dead tired but my eyes were wide open. So dancing all out would do me some good. Drain all my energy away. In fact too much that i start to feel my body slowing down only in the middle of the night. Such a waste. A good night but my body doesn't behave.

I'm still sooo bloody tired now. Slept at 6 last night and woke up 12 today. Continuously for a couple of days. HELP ME!

Watever it is, i finally found time to update. So yea.

my darlingz...

my another darling...looking justtt a lil lost hehe

zhi: u should really dance wit him!! he's so fun!!
me: errr...dun think so laa

i wasn't trying to be racist or anything alright!! jus can't dance wit another person! like all my movements jus become so stiff and un-natural. plus jus got away from dancing wit this another guy who's a crazy but sleazy dancer. so yea. i had to pass dancing wit this one. lol.

i know JiaJia's hot but u ain't need to look for wat seem like forever no? ppl these days..

this was when the night was bout to end and the dj shouted to have love in the club. Anddddd as u can guess, she played Love in da club, naturally. In a weird way ppl around starts to get all loving and responsive to the whole love thing.

Sober still!! Not that i've too much to drink anyways. Was too tired for words but forced JiaJia to take this pic for me. Hohoho. Vanity.....i'm mercilessly under the spell. Everytime i finish blogging i'll feel soooo good. Like an accomplishment. Okay laa...not so much of an accomplishment but it's a lot of work. Consumes bout an hour of my time. Stupid maxis!! Now that i'm finally done gotta get my ass into the shower room. Class tmr at 11 and i havent even prepared my answer yet! Long night to go. Long night...

Gotta go gotta go!!

another bday in the house

2008-05-14T01:21:00.015+08:00

I was born three years after him. We happen to share the same birth month wit only a shy four days apart. Mine's the 4th, he's the 8th. I know this is a bit late, but...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, KY-KY! i mean marcus. wateva~

U're 24 now! Must learn to be less stubborn, less furious on road, less rice u consume, less phone complains u make, less impulsive when shopping, but, more on the love u spread to me hehe, more patience for the turtles, more compliments u make to me also muahaha and most importantly more laughs and happiness to come! *touched lehhh...

I took some paparazi pictures of him. Hohoho.

Caught red handed wit a red bucket! That was the red bucket used to put the turtles in, to be fed. Three turtles fitted into one small bucket. Have mercy on them!

Shorty, the friendly dog from the neighbourhood. Smuggled himself into my house to visit rosie. we gave him some love before shoo-ing him out

i tell u, this is the god knows how many cakes i've eaten! my bday, mother's day, now bro's bday. it's like the let's-get-fat month. checking self out, shakes head aihhhh

If i ever die mysteriously one day, u know who's the prime suspect...

let's cut the cake kungfu hustle way!superrrrr swt

it's the brother&sister combo pic! wtf

And so we both got a year older. No No! Wiser! hohoho. Love u!

p.s:

sscchhhmuaakKkssss...!! nahhh...bday kiss from me. hehe

XOXO

bday at 21

2008-05-10T00:55:00.029+08:00

I am officially 21.

WHAT?!

U can call me young adult now. Some ppl even got married already. Hoho. Now i can reaaaaaally 'feel' phrase 'time waits for no man'. It's so scary!! Me and JiaJia had been discussing a lot bout all these things lately.

Eh! Why all these negative thoughts! No good no good. We should really stop. We are so gonna grow old gracefully with fine lines from smiling and not from worry. Right JiaJia? YES YES!

On the eve of my birthday, zhi, came over to my place to surprise me! Hehe!

I was jus done wit taking my shower and i heard sounds like someone's moaning coming from my brother's room (the toilet connects moi room and brother's). Very fishy. "Who's that??" But no reply. Still very naked i grabbed the towel. Swing open the door and there she is. The bubbly 5'1" was hopping ard singing me bday song. I was shocked. Very.

I laughed my ass off!!! And she was holding a pack of mcd's fries in her hands. An exact 21 fries in it. And super lots of ketchup cz i uber love them. Hohoho. Went downstairs to get bday hug from guido hehe. Flashed some on-the-spot pictures. Look!! Not nice shots but i call it 'capture the moment'.

the yet to be published mcd's ad *watch out for it!!

And so i went to sleep. Photoshoot is so tiring. Hohoho.

So the very next day moi family and i went for dinner at this steamboat place. Mom's fav. My bday my choice no? But since mother's day is ard the corner as well. I'll let it slide. Hohoho. Dad couldn't make it for dinner cz he's gotta go to klia to pick up some client. wtf tsk tsk.

my very camera shy brother. the oldest one. so difficult to get a picture wit him!

on the other hand is my 2nd bro who super don't mind taking picture.

my 70-ish old grandma. super strong. still eating 2 bowl of rice.

Was kinda disappointed when i got home. Jus a dinner? I thought. So sad. Then *knock knock...my dad came back wit a bday cake! Hohoho. U dun undst. I have to have a bday cake! Like a lil tradition i made for myself. So yes. It is a big deal to me.

Mango Delight from Secret Recipe. The cake looks very uninteresting. Gives me a bit of a dun-feel-like-eating feeling. But to complete the tradition, have to take a piece also la ha. One bite...mmmmm. the cake was gone the next day.

and it reads Happy Birthday DEAREST Mei Mei. hehe

my mom!! i got it from my mama. fine. we don't look alike i know. i wish i do.

I got it from my daddy? yes yes.

Bday song sung. Bday cake eaten. Wat's next?

Dad: So? Class tmr?

Me: Nope. No class on mondays.

Dad: Karaoke?

Me: Really? Okay!!

Very quickly everyone disappeared into their respective rooms. Getting ready was like rushing for assignment. So last minute! Barely had time to think wat to wear. It was like 11 plus. Must hurry so that can sing longer! Very semangat u know. Hohoho.

I took so so many videos!! But stupid blogger duno why i can't upload it. We sang till it closes! All hardcore karaoke! By the time we got back to the car it was like pitch silence. So exhausted from all the off-key singing. I loved how the night turn out to be. A very homely, private, intimate family-bonding session. I'm gonna miss all of em so much when i'm gone to aus. Anyways!! Now my hands are tired. All the dragging down of pics from top to bottom, bloggers u should know wat i mean. Super annoying! So yeala. Cannot take it anymore. I'm off to sleep on my super uncomfortable hard but good for posture bed. Nightyyyyyyy!

attention!

2008-04-27T15:16:00.003+08:00

i'm having a self-debate.

mr potato is luring me to eat it.

should i...?

*i'm on a diet!!

FINE!! Not eating u anymore.

but really...should i?

mr potato, u suck!

i'm seeing rainbows

2008-04-24T15:44:00.004+08:00

I'm floating. I'm floating. I'm floating!

I finaaaally finished my assignment. Satisfied wit the first half, incredibly dissatisfied wit the second half. Wanted to re-do and hand it in again but after several attempt, decided to let it go. Well at least i tried! Not easy to look back again at the assignment once u done wit it! So yeaa....a round of applause for myself. Hoho.

Waiting for miss JiaJia to come pick me up from uni to go to pyramid. Topshop's having sales!! Hopefully i'll find something nice and most crucially for them to have my size.

Soooo hungry...*frowns

JIA, i'm sending u telepathy message! Can u hear me?

Come fast before the acid in my stomach evaporates me. Sounds so gross. Hoho. Wateva~

BLOODY assignment..

2008-04-22T19:31:00.004+08:00

I am now sitting in front of the computer in monash com lab. I should be typing away wit deadline hanging real close. Supposedly. Still blank. Maybe if i blog i can get my fingers to warm up. Hoho.

Anyways...

to my darling Jia,

I am sorry to inform that i had not been in love wit my lecturer. It was jus a joke. Love me still? *grin

Don't get angry ya! It was all zhi's fault! tsk tsk. Someone's gotta teach that woman a lesson! Alrighty! Better get back to my assignment!! Will try to finish it asap. Gambatte!!

XOXO

i have a confession

2008-04-09T22:45:00.006+08:00

I had mcflurry oreo jus an hour ago...

SUCH SINFUL PLEASURE...

I hate mcd's! They nvr listen or do anything right. Always ask me 'ketchup or chilli miss?' and of coz i'll always ask for ketchup. Definitely. But guess what? They'll gimme ALL chilli. As usual. So now i've a habit of checking before driving off. This time when i got mcflurry oreo they gave me sooooo little oreo i can hardly see them! Jus when i decided to indulge in dessert they can't do it right for me! Yet again they didn't fail disappointing me. Grr...

Next time i swear i'll drive back jus to ask them to give me back the oreo i deserve.

Craving. Craving. Craving. Always craving for more snacks. I'm sucha junkie. Can't live without them. All who knows me, know of my snack fanatic issue. How does that help me diet? U tell me! Sigh.

Lately i've a special indulgeance. Banana cake...yum! My heaven is very very easily achieved. Lappie wit my fav series and banana cake by my side. I'm sooo easily contented. Hoho. I wonder if it's fattening? Hope not! Cz i'll be very sad lol.

Sean Kingston hitting the town on fri!! I so so so wanna go! But heard that the tics are all sold out! Still hoping thou. Someone give me invites! Anyways, swimming is on this fri! This time i'm not gonna go tanning further. It's really bad for the skin. Imagine. The sun burn ur skin to form dark layer in order to achieve that tanned effect. Quite scary huh. Do it in a long run it might leave some permanent markings. No thanks! So this time i'm putting oh-so-much of sunblock and a hat. Hehe.

Got an early morning class tmr. Getting up at 8 is a bitch. But it's one class i look forward to. Lovely tutor and interesting class. One of my fav law subs. Giving a small presentation in front of class tmr. I've already done my preparation yest! How proud of moiself. Hehe. Let's hope i won't embarass myself in front of class.

Oh yea! Good news! Getting back moi car by sat. Cz then mommy will get back her car and she can return it back to me. My small lil blue car. I'll be mobile again! Woohoo..! Alrighty. Better hit the sack. Else i'll make moi bro late for work again (like i did last week, sry!). Night everybodyyyyyyyy! Mwa mwa mwa

guess what? we COOK!

2008-04-05T19:20:00.017+08:00

Groccery shopping is so fun!! There are soooo much of 'stuffs' on the shelves that look so foreign but taste oh-so-familiar to me. Hehe. So greedy we wanted EVERYTHING on the shelves! But sadly gotta budget so the thinking cap is put on to make the critical decisions. *LoL*

USUALLY it is jia or zhi who's the cook. This time, i'm proudly one of the cooks! *GRIN Sadly, kel still eats only. Hohoho. I cooked pasta, yumm! Basically one of the only things i can cook and actually taste good, well to me it is. I loved it! Self praise means no praise. But jia likes it!! So now i got one pasta fan. Hoho.

Lemme show u the pasta sauce..

Ok la, maybe kel did help to stir *LoL* (jus kidding, syg)

Zhi's honey chicken wing! Very delicious!!

the final product..

this is what guido was doing while we cooked, served and sweat our ass off *shakes head

I was the only one who finished the pasta. So full!! And tired. Slept only 4 hours the night before. As u can see from my previous post. Chilled wit marley for a bit.

Thou i was real tired the whole effort was worth it. So gonna do this again.

F*** i'm STILL awake!

2008-04-03T01:50:00.003+08:00

I'm supposed to be up by seven thirty in the morning tmr... and what am i doing now? Still too bloody awake!

Waking up tmr? Ain't a pretty sight...

It must be the haunting of the assignment which keeps my mind so active! Grr...i feel like watching Grey's Anatomy! But wit one epi at least 42 mins, i can forget bout going class tmr. Sigh. Dloaded so many of moi fav songs! Hehe!

What should i do now? *tap tap tap.... Is it wrong if i skip class tmr? Wtf. Having these kinda thoughts already. Life can be rather boring at moments like these...lappie's battery running out...so lazy to charge it. Does it mean i'm gonna turn it off and try my ultimate best to sleep again?

*reflect*

what kinda debate was that? sigh..

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can i form a staircase? *LoL*

i can sense the letter 'L' now showing more distinctively on my forehead. okay!!! i'll try to get some sleep now.....!!

peek-a-boo!

2008-04-02T22:08:00.003+08:00

is that marley...?

He's too cute. Period.

it's all good

2008-04-02T00:10:00.018+08:00

Shopped for clothes...bought some shoes...we were everywhere! Rushing basically to make sure that we get everything done in time. Then suddenly lys decided to be punctual and with my new flipflop running down the escalator...I FELL...Jus like how u see in cartoons where the character skid on a banana skin and fall, back first.

ON MY DELICATE SKIN...

I always imagined it thou. How it's like to fall on those sharp edges on the escalator. Now i know...not a very good experience.. A picture says a thousand words. So yea..

ANYWAYS!! That aside...good thing Marley was there to cheer me up! It's adorable little face can perk anyones face up!! Oh Oh! He's our new member in the family! Guido&Lys are now proud parents of the eight week old shishtzu. Hehe. Kal&Lys gave him a bath yest (which they weren't suppose to cz it's still a baby). Some pics for u! *grin

the baby of the family..isn't he lovely? aww...

the very proud parent, Guido!

a mismatch of the head and body?

Marley & MamaKel

Don't u just absolutely love and adore Marley now?? I know WE ALL DID! *LoL* And Jia finally found the true meaning of loving a very harmless fury creature....hohoho!

More updates on Marley real soon!!

XoXo

zouk&velvet (anniversary)

2008-03-30T17:23:00.015+08:00

I suppose ALMOST everyone was there that night *LoL* It was pretty crazy yes. Lots and lots of big kisses for my ever-hyper friend, KhaiLee, for gettings us invites!! Hehe. Was there with moi babes, Jia&Zhi, hopping from zouk to velvet then back to zouk. Preferred zouk cz the music was awesome!! And it was actually well air-conditioned so wit all the dancing going on, i actually hardly sweat!! But yeaa...the day after i woke up wit some major muscle ache. It was worth it still. All smiles.

And the pale look on my face? NOT drugs or anything alright? Jus some make-up effect to 'appear' pale. Gotta mention this so i won't get another misunderstand or curiousty. Whatever it is. So yea. U'll get what i mean when u see the pics. Hehe.

my beloved girls!! mwamwamwa

And our night ended....*LoL*

hey hey hey!!

2008-03-17T21:35:00.004+08:00

LoL. So long...too long. Felt like i've abandoned my blog. Well, i'll try to update it more often. Can't wait to get my camera!! But wondering what model should i get. Hmm..

I can already see hectic days coming to chase after me after my mid sem break. Very scary. One assignment after another. But i'll survive it! *smile

This wed is gonna be sooooo fun!! Drinking at kel's then clubbing right after. Haven't done all that in ages!! Sadly, JiaJia might not be able to join us. But i know she'll definitely try to make it...right JiaJia?? Hoho.

Hope everything goes according to plan!! *keeping my fingers crossed

the right dose of everything

2008-03-02T14:53:00.006+08:00

It's been sooooo long since i last posted!! Too long!! *LoL* Well there are too much that happened so i don't think i could squeeze everything here. I'll mention a lil bit here and there in my next posts.

I woke up yesterday feeling absolutely lost. A sense of emptiness kicked in as well. Suddenly feel so disorientated and it's bout time to get things organized!! See, i've been bumming around for what seemed like ages. A crazy 4 months! I almost forgot how to use my brains! My plan for everyday is no plan. Wake up...stone for awhile...then i'll see how i feel on that day and do whatever that comes to mind.

It might seem like i was living in fantasy land. At least to some. Well it was great fun at first, after all the hectic never-ending deadlines i need to meet and long hours of studying for finals. But 4months...that's wayyy too long. I guess we need the right dose of everything. A healthy balance between what we should and what we want. So why do i say that? Am i crazy?

*just a hint of how bizarrely things got out of hand in my life is that i have not even allocated my classes since classes commenced, and that was...a week ago. Yes, had not attend a week long of classes...guilt guilt guilt

So yeaa! First things first, definitely get myself a timetable! Finally did it and i feel so much better already. Not so bad for sucha late allocation as usually u get very screwed up timetable since all the good hours are all taken. Got myself available on every mondays (lovely!), just a lecture (which i can easily skip cz it's marketing) on fridays, but! a pretty damn hectic day for thursdays (2 lectures and 2 tutes). Gosh!! No more clubbing on weds! Sigh. Oh well, guess it's for the better perhaps?

I was so sick for these past few days. Had a mild sorethroat at first actually but i didn't do anything bout it. Just putting anything into my mouth. So yeaa...got what it's as expected and became real sick. Fever, flu, sorethroat and cough. Thou so i didn't wanna see a doctor! Cz i believe the less time u see a doctor the stronger u build ur body immune system to become. But i had to when my dad called all the way from China to make sure i do see one. So yea...i did.

I went back to this doctor whom i go to when i was real young. When i got there i was asked by the desk lady the usual question whether it was my first time or a regular. So i told her it was a long long long time ago since i've been there and i believe my record is no longer there. But she insisted and i wrote down anyways. To my great surprise, she DID produce my registration card. The SAME exact one which was registered by my dad. On the piece of the old and slightly pale but still in a quite a good condition card considering the amount of years, is written 5 in the age column! That's like what, 16 yrs! Wow. I don't know how to describe how it feels. But it definitely made me smile..a lot *LoL*

Friday, I was feeling all the sympthoms u can think of when u're not well. Running nose, bodyache, feels cold even if it was just fan blowing at me and etc. I went clubbing. *LoL* What was a person not feeling anywhere near well doing in a club? I guess i was just pushing my body limit. See how far i can stretch it. But most of all, i can't bear to stay home on a friday night. There's just something about fridays. Like a magical feeling which makes u want to be out and having fun. Plus, how many more fridays can i be this young? So i'm just making full use of it. No harm in that i see.

Just about approaching kl, it began to drizzle. God was kind. He didn't make it rain. Thou so i didn't make much difference as the night was already cold enough for me. With the rain, what do u think? Those little raindrops felt like snow on the very sick me. So in the car, i had to take a pick. To walk in the club with just what i'm wearing, my tank top and 3quarter denim or to zip up wit a jacket.

And so i entered Atrium with my jacket. Felt so punk *LoL* It was never my style. I had to, can't risk putting myself in anymore pain. Took it off thou in the mid of dancing. Was getting all the body warmth i need and actually sweating. The songs they play in Atrium is awesome!! Real nice. Will definitely go there again when i'm better.

So today..i'm just gonna have a nice and quiet day. Slept a lot. Drank a lot of water. I'm healing. My body needs this. Now i'm just comfortably sitting on bed in an aircond room bout to watch a dvd. Sweeney Todd. I don't care how many bad reviews i've read and heard bout, i'm gonna sit through this. I have faith in it. Cz i like the whole setting of it. Gloomy, mysterious and the melody to the songs they sing...it's absolutely engaging! So yea. Let's wrap up my post for today. Till then!!

XoXo

Title? I couldn't think of one!

2008-02-06T03:16:00.000+08:00

Jus got back from the hectic CNY shopping. I am oh-so tired. Came back decided to camwhore *LoL*

And i'm in my bro's room..

Skip skip skip...opens the bathroom door....closes. Now U get out!!

*LoL* I didn't mean it darlingz. Jus in a strange mood. Night night ppl! Xoxo *smile

The world is round

2008-02-03T06:00:00.001+08:00

*LoL* I didn't jus find that out. I know the world is round. In fact it's such a must-know fact that even a kid can tell u that. But, it wasn't something that was discovered in a snap of finger. It takes so much of trial and error to finally make it to the big book of knowledge.

Just like rships. U don't learn just like that. U don't see that there could be so much twist to ur love life till it actually happens. U won't know the hurt someone whom u thought u knew so well, loved so much, can bring to u. The things they could be doing behind ur back when u least expected it. U won't know how it feels like to be fooled, till u're being cheated on.

I was never one believer in love. I am always realistic and sees love as being over-rated. How could anyone love someone forever and how it will only last for as long as boredom hasn't kick in. No matter how beautiful, intelligent and all good qualities one possesses, there will always be someone who's already gotten bored of her. Nothing lasts forever. That's the hard, cold truth.

However, i've only just heard it, seen it and spoke about it. Never did i ever taste the bitter truth for myself. I thought by being on guard i can protect myself. I thought i could get the answer to a math solution without doing the calculation. Boy was i wrong. U will never, ever, really know how it feels till u go through it urself.

Today, i found out the truth. It was painful to find out the joke was actually on me. But i got my answer. I finally learnt the pain, no longer just looking at it from afar. And still am enduring it. Now i can safely say, that the world is round not just cause i heard bout it, read bout it...but through all the trial and error..i learnt for myself the world is indeed round.

Just for fun

2008-02-02T05:06:00.000+08:00

*shouts...I HAVE SHORT HAIR NOW PPL!

LoL. I apologise. That was hell lame. Yes, as u all can see that super unreal chunk of black thing is a wig. I repeat WIG. Hoho. Was walking ard and suddenly felt like something random.

This one's real short..

Slightly longer..

Yup..still the same. Hehe.

I will never ever chop my hair off to that length. Period.

Quickie

2008-02-01T01:34:00.000+08:00

Hmm...hadn't blogged in awhile. Let me give u a quick update! *smile

So me and my beloved JiaJia went sg wang for some shopping. But sadly, couldn't get anything nice. Thought of getting all oriental this cny so tried on this shocking blue cheongsam. Hehe.

It should have been red right? Well this colour caught my eye. Hehe.

Then we walked and walked...looked and looked...tried and tried. Nope. We didn't get to buy anything. Everything is the same there!! I usually have sooooo much of patience cz u really gotta dig to buy stuff there. But! The cny song is making go crazzzyyyy! Nowadays they dun even sound like it anymore. All the techno and disco version of it. No No. The original ones are already hard to listen to (sry to those who are big fans of cny song, lol) let alone the modified versions. So after awhile we gave up and went for some h20 and ice cream instead.

After the unfruitful shopping trip, we went to BarClub. It was my first time there. Pretty nice. Crazy entrance they have with the thick wooden door. It looks like it's gonna suck u in and never let u out. That's what i think that is *LoL*

My beloved JiaJia

Zen

Yen

We were told BarClub is gonna be raided. So we got out but it was false alarm! Grr..

Look what i found! *LoL*

My girls + drinks + some occasional hee-haas = What u see *LoL*

Okay...done wit BarClub. Yen felt like she needed more to drink so we went back to Zen's and got some serious 5-star service there. Hehe. Thanks zen!! *smile

Chips in the mouth. Hands reaching for more chips. Eyes looking at what's next. I was so busy.

Anyways...aside from all the eating and camwhoring, we played some card games and sang to Zen's beautifully played accoustic guitar. Hehe. We should do it oh-so-often. Alright. My hands are tired. Till then..^^

La La La

2008-01-20T00:32:00.000+08:00

U know how it gets when u're not officially sick yet but almost there. Feel all the sympthoms but at half the doze? Yes. That's me now! Sigh. Not enough to say i caught myself a fever but not enough to say i'm at my perfect health condition. Anyhow, it didn't quite stopped me from going out. Has it? *wink

My beloved friend, KhaiLee invited me, jia and kal on the guestlist to a private event in PallatePallate (real sweet of u, darling). However, couldn't stay there long cz i had someone else waiting for us in Loft. A dear friend who's gonna leave for oz soon (i'm gonn miss u girl!).

So here it is. Us in the car waiting for supposed-ever-punctual Kal in front of sg wang.

Then it was PallatePallate...the theme for the night was supposed to be Futuristic. I couldn't find any in my wardrobe so bear wit me wit my little black dress. Hehe.

Next stop! Loft baby!! *LoL*

And that wraps up the night..!

Well...not quite actually. Was driving back home...and i got lost!! In this highway called the KL-Putrajaya. Boy it was a long drive! The long and hill-like road was real impressive but! U should really see it! Okay...not really but if u happen to get lost too. No worries. U can still get back home safe thou it does give one an impression it's gonna bring u to NeverLand! *LoL*

U know...i was actually driving. I can basically stop in the middle of the road to take this pic cz there was absolutely no car! Notice those little light bulbs behind the pic of me and jia? That was the amount of roadside lamp posts and looking at the amount and how scattered it looks, u can imagine how hill-like it was and long the road was. I'm not asking for too much imagination, am i? *LoL* Tried to take pics of the road but i dun know why the image didn't come out quite right. So yea. Use ur imagination ppl! *wink

Now i can finally say, that wraps up the night! Hehe.

a long but fulfilling day

2008-01-13T15:28:00.000+08:00

It was a Friday! My favourite day of the week. Hehe. It's when everyone comes out and let loose. So my Friday this week started off wit hitting the mall wit mua babe Jia, One U. Had my lunch and do a bit of shopping. Towards the evening gotta head to klcc to avoid the crazy temperamental jam kl is well known for. As klcc ain't exactly a place where u can get good bargain and does only offer things priced at rocket high, window shopping was all *LoL* It was great fun thou. Walked from Guess to Gucci, the same letter G but wit huge gap in the range of prices they offer. Crazy how those few remaining letters change the status of the brands. Anyways!! Pictures are as follows...*smile

Drama started all in the car *grin

Lovely designer clothes. I can afford that! If only daddy adds more zeros to muh allowance *whines

All the hours of walking gets our stomach to shout out i need food! PLus! The shiny heels we put on wasn't kind to our feet. So. Next stop, chilli's *yummm..

The food was late. I was cursing. Jia was bubbly.

Green Guava calmed me down..*LoL*

I forgot to take pics of the food we had! But it was so delicious! I loved it! Hehe. It was already 10ish so we went down to have a drink in Starbucks for Rapsberry.

Sitting down, chilling. Then it strikes...let's go out tonight!! Hehe. Head to Poppy's (*explains...why Poppy's again? Cz it plays r&b on Fridays, the only thing we could dance to. So yea) Joined up wit ve and her friends. Had an awesome night! *smile

After Poppy's there's this great place to be...home sweet home! Well Jia's actually. Oh well, it doesn't matter. Hehe.

Alright signing out...yours truly, mae *wink

hair dilemma

2008-01-11T00:27:00.000+08:00

I'm thinking of changing hairstyle. But i've got dilemmas. What sort? Read on..

I used to have hair that's with volume and healthy. It was long, straight and even in length. I had people telling me things like 'wow, ur hair's so soft' and 'i love ur long hair'. Now? Sigh. People are asking me questions like 'what happened to ur hair?' and 'why is it so dry?'. And..what's the cause to that? Thanks to this hair product which promise straight but yet not damaging to the hair, when the truth is it basically cause death to it. When i first saw the result after the wash i was pretty happy as my room is kinda dark so can't quite see the condition of it. But when i was skipping happily around my living room and suddenly caught a glance of my hair in the mirror...

I was d e v a s t a t e d. I almost died! It was so so so dry! My hair looked like it was experiencing drought and it was dying of thirst! Right after that i bought hair mask and all sorts of hair serum which could help to undo such disaster. It helped to make it less dry but still no where near soft. It was like one of the worst chapter in my life. Wait. There's another one. It was when i chopped my hair off from close-to-muh-tush long to a punk-look-alike short length. During that time i wake up almost everyday walking to the mirror and stare at my hair for a good 5mins to see if it's grown even a cm longer *LoL* I waited for like an unbearable year and yet it's still only shoulder length! That's when i realise how s-l-o-w my hair grows *shakes head

So when my cuz told me bout this hair extention place in singapore which charges only a sg dollar (that makes up to bout RM 2.20) for each piece of hair, in my mind i basically shouted out hallelujah! *LoL* And so during my last trip to sg i got my hair extention *grin. I was so thrilled cause it's like i've fastforwarded time to another year in advance and got back the length i once had!

But now, i'm thinking of taking it off. See..it's not like i'm never contented. Just that, i was watching Devil Wears Prada (yet again) today and saw Anne Hathaway's gorgeous hair! It was not very long but it was so bouncy and pretty! I figured the only way for my hair to look just a teeny weeny bit shinier and healthier, is to straighten it! Obviously i won't be straightening my extentions so i've got to get it done by removing it. But, the thing is i dun know if straightenening my hair makes it better...or worsen the condition? Or maybe i should just leave my hair as it is and remove only when my hair gets longer? Or maybe i should remove the extention and dye a different colour and get hightlights?

Dilemma dilemma dilemma!!

Thing is, i've got to decide quick cz im going oz in a month's time and paying for the salon there's gonna burn my pocket. So i've got to get it done here. And quick. Grr..

I am gonna think long and hard about it. Yes. My hair is absolutely important to me and this decision making is gonna be tough. To mua ladies, u are gonna be drowned wit questions from me soon. Hehe. Love u all. Mwa mwa mwa

2008!!

2008-01-07T01:55:00.001+08:00

Yup...this must have been the millionth time u log into a blog, could have been anyone's and have 2008 as the header. But it's way too tempting as it's a brand new year and a fresh new start!! *LoL* I'm gonna be optimistic. Dun wanna go through that rollercoaster ride i jus got off from. All the ups and downs which comes as surprises (not good ones thou). Can't take all that! *LoL*

This is what i don't wanna be

This is what i should be, ahem, i mean WILL be

Life should be fun. So i'm determined to make this year one hell of a good one! *grin. Guess how u want ur life to be boils down to how u live it. I figured it's really not that difficult to live ur life happy. If u have optimism in u, things will definitely be good. So buck it up my friends! Don't just stick on to routines. Make some changes! Hehe. U'll realize the things u've been missing out on.

I'm gonna start living again. Don't wanna this year and of course many more years ahead to be mellow. I've gotta get rid of all the pessimism i have about life and see only the better in things.

A glass half empty or a glass half full? I chose a glass half full *smile

If we were to open up to all the possibilities in our life, at the same time we're also opening ourselves more to absorbing all the good things around u. It's a choice u make in everything u do. Whether u wanna sulk and grief over it or make the best out of it. Absolutely ur choice. But beware as the choices u make today make a whole difference to tomorrow.

It's funny how i've suddenly got 'enlightened' today. At a time like this *LoL* Guess it must have been the downfalls that ive been having draining too much of my energy and it's like a mental rejection to it as it's not going any good to myself.

I may sound too positive at this point but dun overlook the power of optimism. What u tell urself is what u will become. So be as positive as u can and u will be happier. It's not anything scientific or some elaborated philosophy. Just a lil something from me for u to think about as anything can happen as long as u put ur heart into it. I'm doing it, why not u? *smile.

A lil more bout me

2007-12-31T05:13:00.000+08:00

I found out something more bout myself today. I look back. What i mean is, every single decision i've made, i'll look back. I'll go through it over and over again and think if i've done the right thing. It is a good habit. But. Not when it comes to rships. Sometimes things that had been decided should just be left as it is. Why make decisions if u're gonna change it anyways? Isn't it silly? Who's gonna have the last laugh at the end of the day?

I've made decisions. Decisions which i doubt. Then convince myself i should undo it. But. Is it right? I must have a reason for the decision i've made. Why doubt it? Yes..it may not have been right. But. It may not always be wrong. I should have known from the beginning.

The words 'always' 'forever' 'never' should not be used without first meaning it. It is only plain irresponsible. It hurts when the truth is known. So pls..think twice before using these few little words as the impact it may bring to one should never be underestimated.

Lesson #1 for myself. Stop looking back. A habit that i've subconsciously developed along the way and it's bout time to break it off.

Lesson #2: Stop hoping. This is one hard checklist to tick. I'm still trying *smile

Lesson #3: I will always, always find better. Positive. An example of how 'always' is put to good use *grin

I need to forget this chapter of life. Wait. I've learnt much from it actually. I should say..move on. Time waits for no man. Life jus keeps going even this very second u reading this. Why waste it? Only fools do. I can't be one. I won't be one. I'll start living. Again. It will be good.

P/S love me more..i'm gonna be needing more babes *smile

Listen

2007-12-31T05:07:00.000+08:00

I'm gonna be needing more inspirational songs like this..

MUST watch!

2007-12-30T04:22:00.000+08:00

LoL. This is so hillarious!

i'm so traumatised!

2007-12-30T01:42:00.000+08:00

Omg..i've received an email from yen and inside was the gross-est thing i've ever seen!! I regretted seeing it cz it was so so so mind disturbing! I'm not gonna post it here but if anyone's interested to see it, i can forward it. Just drop me ur email add in the cbox *smile but my advice, see it only if u're absolutely sure u're not those who will dream of what u see which is extreme. Not a very good sight. It's past half hour and I can still see it, thanks to my photographic memory. Hope i dun dream of it tonite! *keeping my fingers crossed

Moving on..

New year's coming!! It's time to start all over again, fresh! Hehe. My new year's resolution is to be wiserhappierprettier *LoL* Hmm which reminds me...it's another celebration! That woman, Vicye is finally back from oz. So this time she's gonna be ard to scream countdown wit me! Hehe. Haven't confirm on any plans yet...but it doesn't matter right? It's whom we're next to that matters *grin. Well, will do update on what that comes up! An early happy new year to all of u!! Signing out...*mwamwamahhhh....!!

Me me me

2007-12-29T00:55:00.000+08:00

I went on the Eye on Msia today! It was not anything like how i have expected. I repeat nothing! Well, i dun really expect it to be like the London Eye but at least make it more presentable. It's just not big enough...and it's suppose to be some tourist attraction for visit msia '07. As for a general comparison, a gondola of the London Eye sits 25-30 ppl and the one here? Only a shy 8 passengers. So now a rough..or should i say significant picture of how small it is? Ok. Enough said bout all that. Well..it did give me some nice memories. Cz it was everyone i know in the small but highly air-conditioned gondola. So it wasn't such a bad experience *smile

Anyways....

These few days had been a blur. Went out wit jia and then stayed over at her place 2 nights in a row *LoL* I wasn't feeling so good being alone....nights especially. It's like a big black ugly monster creeping in and mercilessly cast the ever bright and loving sun away *LoL* Good thing Jia was there to keep me company (u too yen, u had been very supportive *smile) So i manage to stay in one piece till dis very second. Sigh. But i'm all alone now....guess i still can't run away from dealing with it myself. I pray and i pray things will turn ard. God loves me right? Hehe.

In order to distract meself...had been going out clubbing. Drink...dance it all out. It was fun=)

Night at poppy's

me jia yen

jW's bday...poppy's again

Random shots i just took..

Gosh..this photo uploading thing is so bloody time consuming!! Glad i'm done wit it. Finally! *LoL* Going to sleep now. Gdnight. Juicy kisses for everyone...*mwamwamwa

where's my beginner luck?

2007-12-21T03:18:00.001+08:00

OMG. I've jus finally finished typing my very first post when it jus suddenly went missing after i click to publish. Sigh..not a very good start i suppose? Look left look right...wateva~ *LoL*

So...should i be introducing meself? (gosh, feel so new to this) Well...dun think so! U'll jus have to learn the bits and pieces of me along the way. For those who've known me for ages, u have already know what u should know..*smile

Nothing out of the ordinary happened today. It was pretty damn boring, actually. Which explains why i'm ere. Plus! the fact that i've got NO CAR makes it even more depressing. My ever careful bro had an accident and his lovely sis happen to be bumming ard as it's hols and decided to whisk off wit my car to his daily 9-5 job. Thank god, things will resume to normal by mon.

Today...not a good day. Tmr...better be a good one. It's gonna be fun-thrillingfabulousfantastic! Oopss....drama queen....Out! *wink*